I have a strange problem from my childhood. I have a fear of success'. Since my childhood I was always average academically and all my siblings were very good so I was always expected to perform well.
When I became a teenager I started working very hard in my studies but when it came to appear in a exam, I was always gripped with a strange problem, I felt that I have not worked hard and if get good marks then it will be injustice to all those who have worked hard for it.
Even now in my work field I spend a lot of time analyzing and preparing for my work but when it comes to actual execution I again feel that I have not worked hard enough to taste the fruits of success. Does anybody know how I can put away this fear of winning or success?