Feeling Lost

by Allen
(Los Angeles, CA)

I cannot remember the last time I had a plan for myself that was not related to business. I struggle to make even the simplest plan for myself, even medical plans I should make I push off.

I have been successful in my business life and do well there however, my lack of self has caused me to lose out in the past and limited the amount of personal successes I have had.

I don’t remember ever making plans but know I did when I was younger. I had a hard home life with an abusive father and when I ran away to go to university (and I did run away) I became diabetic, which further complicates my condition.

Is there a suggested reading I could do that deals with this feeling of personally being lost?